To Say “No”

Jay (my boyfriend) has a death metal band called Black Miasma. They asked me yesterday to sing with them for a song called Nymphetamine by Cradle of Filth. I like the song and I have no problem with the people in the band.

But I said no.

I don’t know how my boyfriend felt about my answer but I really felt like there was no other answer but that. I have other goals and purposes in entering the music world which includes moving people into action (no matter how idealistic that sounds) and stirring the apathetic minds of the people. I don’t know if that’s also Black Miasma’s goal. I can’t join or guest in another band just yet. I might forget my goals if I do. Considering the events in the past (I joined another band even if they didn’t share in my goal and sometimes even belittled it)…..

So yeah. This is how it’s going to be. I have to start my idealistic little band before I can commit to others.

*edit* The stuff about my idealism and music still hold true but there’s too much about Jay and his little band. So that’s why I’m putting this in The Past category. =p


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