If I Should Not Fight With You…

I find it so hard not to fight with my boyfriend. It’s okay to argue and bicker a bit but I absolutely hate fighting with him. When we fight, it’s all out fighting. I yell at him and when I feel like I cannot take it anymore I start hitting and hurting him. Then we start to say bad things to each other. I really have no idea how to stop all this because we think on whole different levels.

I feel really sad about all of this. I can’t seem to have this connection with him. The kind of connection wherein I really don’t have to explain to him my priorities and the reasons why I do things that don’t really need his say. I am my own person and he is his own.

There must be some way to work this out.

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