Beggar’s Smile

I don’t remember that day that well. But I do remember that I was a sad, sad girl who had no hope of living and struggling to make school something positive. Those months seemed like such big struggles.
That day, I was feeling very emotional—the sad kind of emotional. Or maybe I was [...]

“A month is too little, right?”… or something like that.

I felt sad when he said that. As if it didn’t really matter. As if our first month didn’t matter. I said it wasn’t a big deal because I didn’t want to freak him out but I have this thing about celebrating even the tiniest things. As long as it has [...]

Flying Objects and Imagined Indifference

Yesterday was totally crazy! It was raining like hell and it was too windy for my taste. They said it was Lando who came for a visit. Signal #1 in some places and #2 in other places. I didn’t really care. I just wanted to go home and sleep my fever [...]

Tetris Kills The Pain

I noticed that I’m a bit depressed these days. The kind of depressed I was before. Not going back into the past because this is an all new me feeling utterly down… but I can’t help but wish I was still used to this feeling. It would be a whole lot easier [...]